Tag: not sleeping

$43 and A Stained Pillow Later

$43 and A Stained Pillow Later

I woke up at 1:00pm today, which in other words–according to my mother–is a clear indicator that I am suffering from depression. Lucky for her, …

 

Big Fat Grease Bomb

Big Fat Grease Bomb

I love when I run out of bed with the urge to blog. I just spent the last 4 hours producing a sob fest whilst watching …

 

Easier Dispensed than Spent

Easier Dispensed than Spent

I have a horrible tendency to let myself down in lieu of others. It’s completely partial to my people-pleasing aesthetic and partly compelled by my …

 

From a Lily to a Holla, Ladylike Ensues

From a Lily to a Holla, Ladylike Ensues

I’ve become tragically thoughtless. A full week has gone by where I’ve neither been stimulated emotionally nor infused intellectually to the point of the paradoxical …

 

Monotonous Removal: Point A. to Palm Three

Monotonous Removal: Point A. to Palm Three

This morning I met (as in a meet n’ greet, it’s yet to become a regular hang out) with my new therapist, Jen-Jen (since she …

 

Rebuttal.

Rebuttal.

It’s times like these, when I’m so hungover that I can feel my butt muscles twitching (who knows why my butt muscles twitch when I’m …

 

Enough is Enough

Enough is Enough

# 1 Rule to this entry; Respect me and the end result of this post enough to watch this when & only when you’re done …

 

Anxiety

Anxiety

Anxiety overwhelms me again. The cause of so many sleepless nights, listless lists, undone assignments, unfinished projects. My anxiety puts me through a series of …

 

I Use Paint: Things I’ve Made

I Use Paint: Things I’ve Made

When I can’t fall asleep at night my mind refers to “what-if” mode. (Obviously I’m not trying to fall asleep right now, which is a …