Tag: what-if

Fixation, Fixed

Fixation, Fixed

Dear Blog, You saved my life. As I’ve learned from countless dinner discussions and false recollections, I have a terribly hard time talking about myself. It’s as …

 

Swimming Beautiful, I Surrender

Swimming Beautiful, I Surrender

When I wake up from this dream, I’ll be pouring my soul into a new one. Turbulence trembles my inner conscious, for the proof that a …

 

Your Heart Makes

Your Heart Makes

I own a Shake it Weight. On accident. Last night (or was it two nights ago? I can’t remember, these lingering winter-would-bes smudge together foggily), I came …

 

Big Fat Grease Bomb

Big Fat Grease Bomb

I love when I run out of bed with the urge to blog. I just spent the last 4 hours producing a sob fest whilst watching …

 

Easier Dispensed than Spent

Easier Dispensed than Spent

I have a horrible tendency to let myself down in lieu of others. It’s completely partial to my people-pleasing aesthetic and partly compelled by my …

 

Monotonous Removal: Point A. to Palm Three

Monotonous Removal: Point A. to Palm Three

This morning I met (as in a meet n’ greet, it’s yet to become a regular hang out) with my new therapist, Jen-Jen (since she …

 

Big Tree Fall Hard

Big Tree Fall Hard

I’m tired of giving and not getting back. I am not a greedy person. I don’t covet my neighbors donkey (or is it wife?), I don’t …

 

Walking on Sunshine

Walking on Sunshine

This is bullshit. Why can’t I retire before I start a career? The shit I want to do when I’m retired and have money and …

 

May 21, 2005: When I buy a house, it won’t be symmetrical.

May 21, 2005: When I buy a house, it won’t be symmetrical.

December 25, 1997, Age 8 We just opened our presents for Christmas. This was my present to open. Aunt Shannon gave it to me. I also …

 

Planning for A Paradox

Planning for A Paradox

I’m coming to another fork in the road; yet another roadblock in my life has been demolished, and I have the opportunity to pave my …